Peaceful Alone
Once again I feel alone,
Like I’m in my own little world.
Maybe I’m just exhausted and sick of everything happening around me. My biggest secret is that I’m selfish. Very selfish. I don’t like to show it or act like it because thats really not who I am or who I want to become.
Feeling alone is tiring.
All you want to do it sleep and hope that when you wake all your troubles and worries will disappear like bubbles floating in the air then just escape with your thoughts.
You never get exactly what you want, and you never will, I’ve finally learned that. I’ve stopped trying but there are strings pulling me one way while notes pull me another, the song that i call my life is constantly repeating memories, racing back and forth like a nervous child before entering the stage for their first time.
Sometimes I like being alone,
where it’s quiet and clear of being bothered
Peaceful is what I call it.
This is for Jordan.
Your eyes talk more then you’re mouth.
Every movement means something different
your trying to send me a message that i just can not receive.
The use of your words seem to never makes full sentences, but the message appears right there in your eyes.
I can see it.
You leave and come.
When you arrive a world of energy enters my body bringing me happiness. I become a different person, someone who is confident in their future because she knows that youwill be there beside her. Her mind can only think of happy thoughts. Her body, always close to yours bringing her to a peace of mind and a sense of safety. But when you have no choice but to leave and go back to where we separate that energy dies down, its brings her to weakness. But you have no choice, its not your fault, this is what your future and her future holds.
Our last looks are always gloomy, wishing that we didn’t have to part but this is one of those choices we can not control.
When you leave I start to feel emptiness, like a part of me has escaped from my own body.
As I sit here in the dark, wishing that you were next to me. I remember,
Our kisses never wanting to end, When i kiss you to make you smile, my heart starts to open like petals. I remember placing my hand in yours as it perfectly fits like a new key in it’s lock.
I remember my heart begins to beat faster as i hear those last three words ” I love you”
Then it ends with…a kiss.
Summer Crush
Fate?
yeah, thats what we called it.
Little things mean the most, and little things can make a difference.
Its always been hard for me to show my true feelings, so i hope you see them.
It all happened so sudden, so quick.
But its okay our uncontrollable care needed to collide.
Love at first sight, people say.
I can’t say that was it
but after being with you alone for the first time made me fall for you.
Weakness arises when we are separated, and nerves calm while we are together.
We talk as an old married couple but laugh like teenagers in love.
Our motions express our emotions, no words are needed.
” I know this is real when i look into your eyes” you said to me, and i couldn’t have agreed more.
Commotion constantly surrounding us but all we see is each other even if we are miles away.
our days come to a close, our friends go home, but our memories begin.
sometimes our memories might be hard to remember but you always know what your doing right?
